Life

Life was going great. I felt like everything was falling into place then BAM!!!! I hit a car.....yes I hit a car. I felt like it ruined my life. In actuality, it allowed me to clear my emotional mindset. I cried and I cried because it hurt me. I am not a perfectionist but I have high standards for myself and I felt like I should never have a car accident. Since the accident my friends have expressed their own personal stories with car accidents. I then talked with my mother and I personally took care of everything with the car which proved further that everything will be fine. My car should be fixed soon but I am very grateful that I am still able to drive it.

Valentine's Day

I have never been a fan of Valentine's Day. I think that people should show love daily to their loved ones. I am also not a big fan of flowers and I don't eat sweets. Yes I know people think it's crazy that I do not like sweets but I don't especially chocolate. For me the best thing to do for Valentine's Day is to sit at home and rest, watch a few movies, watch some sports or something like that.

Broken Hearted

I have been seeing the same guy for about 2 years and it seemed as everything was good but inside I was dealing with a struggle. I want to get my masters in Art History but I don't know where I want to go, when I am going to go or anything else that matters. I love him but I can not give my all or be a good girlfriend when I don't know where I am going to be in 6 months.

I started to distant myself and finally I told him how I was feeling. He says he respects everything I said. The only thing I didn't tell him was that I love him. Who wants to hear that after they were just told I don't have time for you (of course in other words)

2 am

I don't know what is happening currently. We spent 2+ hours on the phone this early morning and nothing is solved. I over analyze...yes that's true but I do it because you are inconsistent with me. I only said what was going through my head. Change my mind. I am not sooo crazy about you because things seem different on a daily.

If I Could Turn Back Time

If I Could Turn Back The Hands of Time
I would change what I ate a few hours ago
I would change what I told you a few weeks ago
I wouldn't change my opinion but you can be damn sure I would change how I explained it to you
I would keep my feelings to myself
I probably would have told YOU yes and told her no
I would tell you that YOU the one.

Summer Workout

things to do

I have a test in less than 24 hours and so I am sitting here in Chipotle using my free time to eat and blog. Work is going okay. I work 5 days a week and I have been off for 2 and will be off on Friday too. Therefore, I have TONS of work to finish. The good thing is that it will all be done before I leave the office tomorrow. I have a study group in a few and I AM READY. I hope we don't stay too late because I want to see TOP CHEF.

Sidebar: I am learning things about myself everyday and I don't have patience for irresponsible people or ignorance.


Gotta go study. Be BReezy ;)